went to his place bout 9plus. first time i drove out alone and it was drizzling. such a bad weather to start off with. also, first time i try to park with what baby taught me and successfully first trial, the car go in straight and nice. lol. i tink i'm a genuis man. dor. must have trust in me! went up to baby's place awhile and we head to amk hub for "prom night". nice show! there's so many shows out there that i wana watch!

left and back to his place. initially plan was to go east coast park, buy mac and chill at the beach. but i decided not to go. reason was

somehow baby was a little grumpy, pehaps cus he alr tink where to go and i change of plan. =/ suddenly, my ultra happy moments just vanish in the air. throughout the journey back, both of us were really quiet. i try to ask him wad is wrong and apologise, wad he reply was "nothing". sigh.

i try to make things better. just when his mood gets better, he mood swing again. he's somebody no matter how many times i 've ask he also wun say. sigh. on my way back home, i was thinkin. if i were to get into accident because i was smsing with him to get an answer, i wouldnt mind. cus at least i clear my doubts.

i'm back home safe and sound. sitting in front of my laptop and blog. life is really short, pple can jus pass away easily, the more we should treasure each other and i'm trying to . i couldnt imagine losing anyone that is close to me.

anw, i've know him for 11months!