how pathetic can it be when i need to read horoscope to understand his personality when i've known him for like going to 10months alr. sigh. its like that i like to brood over things. jus that whenever i see him grumpy i cant resist to ask "why? wad happen? why are you like this?" each time,he would reply "nothing" without fail. because of this, i would keep on thinking. maybe if i know the reason the problem wont happen again? i wouldnt wan to see him grumpy. and so, this leads me to brood over it. is it my fault? =[

last last week, he's the one busy. last week i'm the one busy. jus now i wanted to go over and look for him as he's grumpy. happen that he chat with me on msn with "lol" behind i tot everything is ok. so i told him that i'm going over to look for me. so he's like asking "why. how come. why nv say earlier" okay, i was rather disappointed with his reply. but i din know that he's meeting his friends alr. =[ nobodys fault.

yes, though i'm unhappy. but i cant believe that when he reach that place he din sms me. the reason was because i'm grumpy. sigh. if normally that can still be excuse, but before he ride the bike we're having some conflicts and he's late. i'm sure that he is so going to speed, what if anything happen to him? seriously i dunno if we're drifting apart. i dunno where to find the love that we once have, when we spend our day happily. somebody pls guide me along.

he says libra is mad. and now i totally agree with this. i cry and i smile. =)