Saturday, May 24, 2008
mama: you nv go out?
me: no
mama: melvin leh.
me: sleeping.
mama: you all weird leh. normally couple date on sat.
me: both of us very tired. =)
wow. i miss my baby. dunno why recently we jus couldnt communicate well. this wk other than vesak day, we only met twice of not more than 1hr. hahs. and next wk will be my turn to be busy. =/ woke up from my nap. hope that he brings me out for tonight. hahs. its jus my thinking. shouldnt have work so much, din hv the time to acc him.
oh wow. i hope his friends patch up with their gals. so that he'll have time for me too. one stone kill 2 bird. =]
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jus after i post this entry. baby called me saying that he was outside my house. i was so happy la that i nearly broke into tears as tot that he can read my mind. but he say that he was with kl. though a little disappointed. but still he make an effort to come down. den, he acc me back to my place to help me remove my eye liner. so nice of him uh[?] off he go to meet his CBR friends. our smses finally back like last time. so i'm like saying
me: sigh. but still, i feel that its not enough time with you. do you feel this way too?
him: no. cause i commit my whole life for you. you're the reason why i'm still living.
me:i know. why only i feel this way?
him: i miss your company too. thats why i run down to meet you.
me:why i nv hear you saying that?
him: words canot describe my feelings for you.
me:sigh. i know. but stil i need those words.
him: i love you!
he also said that though meeting them today, he'll be with me the whole day. hahs. if ever let him choose. i rather he spend so many nights with me with long hours rather than one whole day tmr. alright. i should be glad that our smses are back to normal. however, nowadays we always have quarells every now and then and its rather irritating. most importantly, i dun wan to end up like him and her, eg 2-3 cals per day [?]
i couldnt rmb when was the last time that both of us have actually chat on the phone. i uds that he's busy for this wk. our weekday routine was, when i reach home from sch i slp, when i'm awake from nap, he's back from sch his turn to nap. when he wake up, he need to study for his test. so we simply dun have the time to chat. hahs. come to sms , we also hardly. so why? wad is wrong? $#@%#$^$&^$%&%$
tonight i tried to stay up to wait for him to be back cus i wanna chat with on the phone. i know that i can called him while he's outside. i dun wan jus a few min chat. but to catch up with him and etc. 4am i sms him asking wad time will be back he replied he dunno. forget it. i decided to slp.
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