Wednesday, January 09, 2008
i'm such a useless girlfriend and friend. jus quarrelled with him and my gals are out. ='( i'm stress up but i din wana called them up. because recently i also nv be there for them when they need me. i dun wanna them to pity me because i deserve it. I. i didnt do a good job as a GF, instead i always make my baby angry. i didnt know how to cheer him up jus like how he always did. i duno how i make him feels that he's ranked below the rest when he's so important. i need to change =[II. i've neglected my gals. i hardly went out with them. i'm drifting apart from them. i need to change =[okay. i gotta knock some sense into my head. BOOS'oh ya. malaysia trip is a MUST!
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