Monday, August 13, 2007
today woke up bout 10am+ to meet my classmate to study at hougang point. i actually thought of giving it a miss as i'm really tired. but i only left with like 4 days to study and revise? shag. anw, i only bring one small little sling bag to there. and my frens was like askin me "are you going shopping or study?" okay. i think i'm really jialat. i couldnt really find my notes and i think its all over the place in my house. o.o at first i was like staring at paper? den phyllis say not point jus staring at it and she motivate me to study. hahahs! thanks! =D so i started revising my accounts by doing the tutorial. i really dun wana repeat any module ahh. x(left there bout 4pm. rach came over and meet me.we cab to marina square to look for shifu. had yoshinoya as our lunch and catch "flashpoint" at 530pm. i thought is some ang mo show then turn out to be chinese show, so happy la! lol. anw, its some fighting show again. rach say we gonna become violent soon cus recently we watch the show its like fighting fighting de. overall i wouldnt say the show not nice ahh.after the show shop around there. both of us bought t-shirt and necklace. on top of it she stil bought one jeans from mango. left there bout 9pm+ . board the train -> alight at potong pasir-> shifu went home. we wanted to have some tian ji for our dinner but the shop was close. so we went to the prata shop and i called jon to come over too.reach home bout 10pm+. and i really gotta study. =) tired.oh fuck. i'm seriously not in a good mood. 2 different person can convey the same msg in two way? the one that is closer to me phrase it in a super straight forward and hurtful way. whereas the one other din really go one big round and say it in a much nicer way. alright. what is wrong with this wrong? i thought it should be the other round instead. argh!its alr 2am+ in the morning. mr nice guy decided to forget me and want me to forget him too. he say we'll remain as friends and doesnt need to be so close. sigh. this is not i wanted. is not that there are no chance for us being together. i dun wan be with him and still think of other guy? grr. but somehow its better for him? i dun wana see him getting hurt when i couldnt make up my mind. he say it was a foolish side of him , and i'm just like a fool to another guy too. ying, pls make up your mind real soon. he's such a nice guy and both of your could communicate. why are you giving it a miss? i wouldnt ask him wait. i'll wait till the day when my mind totally forget the other guy and see if he's still there. if he's attach, wo hui zhu ta xin fu ah. - 对不起,我爱你.
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