Tuesday, November 07, 2006
reach school about 0753am. oh pls, the bus is so fucking long. gotta wake up earlier and reach sch earlier if nort mr oei will be nagging. hahs.
wanted to reach sch early to study as i lost the second part of the notes tat ms mok gave us which is on chapters like rate of reaction, alkanes alkenes and alcohol. and i'm so unlucky tat he came out the AAA. have to draw and write. so omg. i dun even have any idea of the thing gonna looks like. and i tried to minimise on the number of blanks i left.
see, i'm bored in the examination room. keep staring at feng as she's onli at 45degrees from my position. she so cute lahs, keep staring at the last page for so long. playing with her nails bla3.
alright, another paper gone.
i'm so super hungry. its onli when i'm at the bridge then andy tel mi he wanna come over to eat. so feng and me walk back to blk 107 to wait for him. i order prata and feng ate bread and eggs.
it has been so long since andy came back to sch area. eat finish, chat a little while. though i ate 2 pratas i dunno why am i still so hungry. before leavin the place i told them, wo you yao fa yu le. den feng sae you are telling this to both of us tat is 16 yrs old? LOLS*
while crossing the brigde i feel like vomiting and the gastric pain is here again. how i wish to just faint there instead of waiting for bus, changin bus and walk all the way home. once i reach home quickly lie flat on the bed and barely exchange any words with my brothers.
nowadays the guys are getting more hong. perhaps the last time they will be interested in a gal for about 1 week before leaving. but now, its jus like the forth dae the guy has already lost the interest. kenji din msg mi anymore. the first three days he was sweet. on the 4th dae he onli msg mi at 12am+, alright i could understand he has been workin and finally was the day he could take a rest and he sae tat he din took much notice on hp. wad can i sae? on the 5th dae, he only called mi bcus he need to find somebody for the little girl he's with to bother. we din exchange much words. so at the night i msg him "hellos wad you doin?" and he replied "hello wat, is this the way you talk to your husband.... bla3" so somehow i tot the interest is still dere. the 6th dae, which is todae. he din even bother to contact mi.hahs! wad can i sae? guys! they choose to enter and leave as when they like.
lang was nice. jus tat he wasnt my type. and he's giving up.
howyingying